i can't stop thinking

of...
1) Black Berry
2) Taiwan


I can't stop thinking. I can't stop thinking. I can't stop thinking!
Never in my life that I want a phone so badly, (other than my first phone - samsung classic G500? G900? not sure but the BEST PHONE IN LIFE) =)

ok, actually the best phone in life is the phone I got for free from starhub. WALAU, it's freaking flat. It's free. It's light. It's simple and easy to use - have the basic functions. I swear the keypad is the best to type, can compare with nokia 8250. and then.... I lost it. wtf, I want to curse the person who TOOK IT! argh.

Ok, digressed.

Ok, anyway, I need to work hard.

On the other hand, I am stopping myself to buy because..
1) Im broke broke (and I dont want to use future money)
2) think im too fortunate and I should learn to be satisfied with my things/friends/family! =)

ok shit, I have been checking out BB for the past.. 3 hrs.
Crap.

My sister is going Japan next week.
My sister is going Japan next week.
My sister is going Japan next week.
My sister is going Japan next week.

and I...

never take plane before.
never take plane before.
never take plane before.
NEVER TAKE PLANE BEFORE!!!

Shit

I have to learn Grammar!

Happy Times

Have you ever think of happy times when you are alone, when you are at certain places?

Well, I've thought of a certain group of people. A group of people whom I have attempted to call them out for the past few months.

They are a group of friends whom been with me during the worse period of my 19 years of life.
They are there to cheer me up and giving the support.
They are the one, whom I will think whenever I am alone .. or not.

Of course there were hiccups, and I am still feeling apologetic over things which happened years ago.

I've tried to mend things up.
and it's a pity that every time I've tried to ask them out they are either 1) not free or 2) not free.
To make things worse, they don't ever try to ask me out.
I think I am not really important to them, after all.

It really proves my point, that I shouldn't really bother about other.. people.
Right?

me being me.

Got time off today, and i stayed longer like 1 and a half hour to complete my work.

Reached home, plan to jog but slept.
Woke up feeling grumpy because I WANT TO JOG!
argh. now gotta wait till friday (my off day) before i can jog.

fuck man, my body should just stop sleeping... or overslept.. or wake up at the right time.. for ONCE!
Just once, and i will be happy for life.

And, i woke up not wanting to eat dinner because I had no mood!
But totally failed because I was way too hungry.
wth really failure day.

Fail to run.
Fail to skip dinner.

wth!

Really hate spoiling my own plans, esp. for myself.

And i haven get my pay, it's nearing two mths since I have worked.
My ahma had to give me 20 bucks to eat just now, which I rejected.

How much more money must I take from her!?!?

I want my pay!
argh.

Tomorrow, I must get the freaking money!!!!

ok, im feeling so grumpy now.
And its 10.32pm.
I shall bathe, and.. read book.

And i must cultivate (do you use this word on this) some good habit to check the dictionary.
FML. I AM SO GRUMPY! FUCK FUCK FUCK!
Bye.

Screwed

weight.

I think im 65kg now, judging by the gigantic thighs and tummy and the hamburger-like double chin - greasy and oily. Also, not forgetting the butterfly arms.

Fuck myself man - for eating so much - for being so ugly and worse still! staying fat!

Come to think of it I am never once skinny in my whole life and would like to try once.

Need to be at least 59 by 31st december.

Challenge myself!

This is a challenge I challenged myself last year but failed terribly.

Shit man, the tummy like pillow.

maybe clubbing this wed.
But so fat, still come menses! wtf.
I dont like dressing up because I think no clothes will fit nicely on me.

Bah, whatever.
Need to sleep early today to replenish energy, especially during period.

oh crap, im broke but i haven pay phone bills.
nice, meibin. nice.

I am giving money.

Hello,

I have a job in hand.

Dates: 19 Oct - 23 Oct 09

Time A: 7am - 10am

Time B: 4pm - 7pm

Date: 24 Oct 09

Time: 9am - 7pm

Locations: Shell Stations all around Singapore.

Age Limit: 17 - 45 years old

Pay: $7/hr

Job scope: Shell has a promotion and they need people to take the signages with the promos and walk around the Shell station itself.

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Thanks.

I need this.

Right?

I lost my ezlink! :(